The Birthday Party-A Love story

My panties from Feminize Me came today, just in time for a little surprise Birthday thing I’ve been planing for my friend Michael. I ordered a 3 pack that was part of a clearance sale. It consists of Bridal Lace-trimmed White Satin Panties, Francesca Red Satin Panties with Black Lace, and Babette Lace-trim Satin Panties with Bows. All three are full cut panties and have a rear hole.

The package arrived this morning and I had to sign for it. Here is a picture once I opened the unmarked white bag.

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The attention to detail and quality is amazing. The Francesca Panties are bright red with tons of black lace, and the Babette Panties are freakin adorable! They have pretty pink lace around the leg openings and three gorgeous pink bows in the front that I’m sure he’ll find very stimulating.

The Bridal Panties are my favorite though. Soft, silky satin with a simple little bow and white lace around the top and leg openings. I have a feeling that he’ll prefer one of the other two but now he has a choice. A man can’t have enough pairs of cute panties.

Now I have to find a box and wrap everything up. I’m going to drop in tonight to get some “help with my website” and give him his present. I’ll be updating this tomorrow and hopefully have some pictures of him modeling all three. Maybe we can see how that rear hole works too.

Why? Because its there…

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The Birthday Present

“Whats in the box?”

“Its a Birthday present for you. It is your Birthday Sunday right?”

“Oh, you didn’t have to get me anything. Gimme!”

He opened the box like a kid at Christmas, all smiles and anticipation. Then his expression changed into a mixture of fear and embarrassment.

“Well, what do you think?”

“Um, well, I don’t know.”

“Its panties!”

“Yes I see that Teresa. You know actually I haven’t dressed up in a long time. This is kind of awkward.”

“But I thought…”

“I know, but its just that, well, I kept buying things and throwing them away. It got to be so nerve racking that I just stopped.”

“Oh. Well listen you don’t have to keep them if you don’t want to. The last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable. I’ll just take them home, don’t worry about it.”

“I’m sorry, you must have spent a lot of money on these. Let me pay you for them.”

“Don’t be silly. I wanted to do some product testing anyway. They really are very nice aren’t they?”

He scratched his head and looked at me, then at the open box.

“They’re gorgeous.”

“Tell you what. Lets get something to eat and you can think about it. If you don’t want them that’s fine. Go get dressed and I’ll buy you dinner.”

“I don’t really feel like going out tonight. Can we order a pizza?”

“Sure, that would be great. I want mushrooms. Just mushrooms, I know you always get the works.”

“You know me like a book don’t you?”

“I do, we’ve been friends for a long time haven’t we?”

“We really have. Why don’t we get married? Will you marry me Teresa?”

“No. But I’m here for you sweetheart and I always will be. Always.”

“I know that. I love you Teresa, I really do.”

“I love you too Michael. Happy Birthday.”

“Thank you.”

I’m In Love-a poem

By Charles Bukowski

she’s young, she said,
but look at me,
I have pretty ankles,
and look at my wrists, I have pretty
wrists
o my god,
I thought it was all working,
and now it’s her again,
every time she phones you go crazy,
you told me it was over
you told me it was finished,
listen, I’ve lived long enough to become a
good woman,
why do you need a bad woman?
you need to be tortured, don’t you?
you think life is rotten if somebody treats you
rotten it all fits,
doesn’t it?
tell me, is that it? do you want to be treated like a
piece of shit?
and my son, my son was going to meet you.
I told my son
and I dropped all my lovers.
I stood up in a cafe and screamed
I’M IN LOVE,
and now you’ve made a fool of me. . .
I’m sorry, I said, I’m really sorry.
hold me, she said, will you please hold me?
I’ve never been in one of these things before, I said,
these triangles. . .
she got up and lit a cigarette, she was trembling all
over. she paced up and down, wild and crazy. she had
a small body. her arms were thin, very thin and when
she screamed and started beating me I held her
wrists and then I got it through the eyes: hatred,
centuries deep and true. I was wrong and graceless and
sick. all the things I had learned had been wasted.
there was no creature living as foul as I
and all my poems were
false.

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Out With The Old

The majority of cross dressers that I’ve met have thrown out some or all of their prized collection at least once. Whether its a matter of being afraid to keep it around the house or deciding that enough is enough and wanting to start a new life, its a waste of money and usually some really pretty stuff! The thought of throwing out expensive lingerie and pairs of gorgeous high heels gives me chills, but I do understand.

The price of a few pairs of panties or even a closet full of dresses is meaningless compared to the anxiety and stress it may cause. I just have a couple of suggestions that might help.

Consider a mini storage unit as an alternative to just tossing all your pretty clothes away. For $50-$60 a month you can find a small one that is roomy enough to stash all your things with plenty of space left over to store bulky items from your apartment, house, or garage. You’ll have complete privacy with your own lock and in most cases 24 hour access with a code. I’ve even seen new ones lately offering the first month free.

Now lets say you decide you are finished for good. You are never going to wear women’s clothes again. That’s it-end of story. OK, that’s fine, but please don’t just throw everything out in a flurry of enthusiasm. Why not consider giving it to someone who can really use it. Who you say? Why the homeless of course! Studies show there a literally millions of homeless cross dressers throughout the country who can barely afford to stay drunk much less buy beautiful lingerie. Just imagine the happiness you could bring to one of these people by giving them a very slightly used Victoria’s Secret bra and panty set. Their big red nose would light up like Rudolph and their whole attitude toward life and society may even change. I feel all warm and fuzzy just thinking about it!

Do the right thing-give generously.