How To Wear A Scarf

  1. First, drape the scarf around your neck with one end shorter than the other.
  2. Next, wrap the longer end of the scarf across the front of your neck and let it hang over your opposite shoulder.
  3. If the scarf is extra long, wrap it around your neck once before placing it behind your shoulder.

The simple things are sometimes the hardest to master.

The wrong way to wear a scarf

The wrong way to wear a scarf

Dog Empathy and Solipsism

Empathy is defined as the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. You need to show your dog that you not only love them but really understand them.

You both go for a walk and your dog is thinking about spending the rest of the day waiting for the mailman and drinking toilet water. You on the other hand, are thinking about a new Aston Martin and thirty year old scotch.

You need to make a real effort to understand how your dog feels, and that’s why they make a leather and suede two toned dog hood. Wear this when you go out for walkies and you will share the experience in a way you’ve probably never known before. Plus it blocks the wind better than an ordinary balaclava.

Note: the other dog owners may laugh at first but they will all want to pet you and ask for your paw.

Two-Toned Dog Hood

Two-Toned Dog Hood

Two-Toned Dog Hood

Solipsism is the the theory that only the self exists, with extreme preoccupation and indulgence of one’s feelings and desires.

Sissy Audio-Special Requests

I am recording again and will be adding to my Podcast very soon. If you have suggestions or special requests leave a comment below.

Sissy stories will be considered but must be less than 1000 words. A good example is Saragirl’s Sissy Confession (see my story page or Podcast). Do not send me anything without discussing it first, there are only 24 little hours in a day.

Topics can include forced feminization, sissy humiliation, transvestite bondage, sissy maids, or all of the above. But absolutely no more cheerleader fantasies, too many torn ligaments.

Cheers

Cheers

He dresses up as a girl and has sex with men

Teresa asked me to confess my hottest fantasy, the hottest fantasy of my dirty, sissy mind. I have several, of course, I have quite the active mind, some are kind of vanilla (relatively so, I mean, S/M is kind of vanilla, right?)

Strap on sex…that’s a hot fantasy…but the hottest? Bride, French Maid. Hot, yes, but hottest?

Because I’m thinking not just “hottest” but naughty, even taboo. And I’m not just thinking fantasy, but something that I’d toe the line about turning into reality…almost.

What is my hottest fantasy, then? I want to submit to a man. Wait, that’s not so hot, is it?

Maybe not, but there’s a twist, a small, subtle twist that, if it happened, would drive me wild day after day after day. The twist? I want to submit to a man I know.

Again, not that hot…but wait, there’s more…

READ MORE HERE

Sissy Confessions

Sissy Confessions

Forced Feminization Fantasies-Audio

If you’re like most guys, you have all kinds of erotic fantasies inside your little head. And all it takes is the right picture in a magazine, or something on TV, or even a few words to get you excited.

But your fantasies are special aren’t they? Your fantasies are just a tiny bit different. You fantasize about being dressed as a girl, from head to toe.

Are there a lot of women in your life that you can share your fantasies with? Do they know how you began dressing up so many years ago and why? Do they know how hard it was to put those pretty things back exactly where they were so that no one would notice? Do they know that as much as you tried to keep your dressing up a secret, you fantasized about getting caught and punished by being completely feminized? Do they know about the fantasies you had back in school where the girls would drag you into the bathroom, hold you down, and coat your lips with bright red lipstick?

Do they know about all your other forced feminization fantasies?

The cheerleader fantasy, the lingerie store fantasy, the beauty salon fantasy, the sissy maid fantasy, and all the others that you think about every single day.

But I already know. I know what your fantasies are, how they work and what the most important part is for you. If you can get excited by looking at a picture, just imagine how it would be with me acting out your fantasy word for word. You can lie on your bed in your favorite panties and just listen…

Listen to Forced Feminization Fantasies Here

Forced Feminization Fantasies

Forced Feminization Fantasies

Domination Directory International

This issue features an in depth look at the world of Japan’s SM bars, plenty of news and pictures from DomCon, book and movie reviews, and of course, the world’s best Pro Dommes.

Finding a Dominatrix in your area just got a lot easier.

Domination Directory International

Domination Directory International

Domination Directory International

The Panty Trap

A friend of mine sent me this photo of his neighbors house today and asked what I think he should do.

In his own words: “Her panties are right there Teresa, almost begging me to take them. Not even in the backyard but in the front a few feet from the road. I think I’m going to go out late tonight with my dog and take them all. What do you think?”

The Panty Trap

The Panty Trap

First of all I told him he might consider taking pictures of something else, maybe a sunset. But more important, I think its a trap. You can almost picture the girls sitting inside, watching, waiting for someone to steal their lingerie. Its probably happened before and they are sick and tired of it. This time someone is going to pay.

Many of you will face a similar dilemma, whether its panties, nightgowns, or as you will see very soon, bikinis and swimsuits. Just keep in mind that even though you have a fantasy where things go a certain way, you never know what might actually happen.

Dani from Trannies In Trouble

Dani from Trannies In Trouble

Girls School

Imagine yourself as the only boy in this school. How would that be?

It would be trouble!

You would be forced to spend every day in panties, stockings, a blouse and skirt, and you would be taught everything you need to know about being a girl.

Don’t be a fool-stay in school!

The St. Mackenzie girls Photo Gallery

The St. Mackenzie girls

The St. Mackenzie girls

The Panty Thief-A Holiday Play

Teresa: Well, well, well, look what we have here.

Susan: Oh-My-God. He’s wearing your panties and babydoll Teresa! And look-he went through all of your things. He must have tried on everything in your dresser! And there’s lingerie all over the place! Let’s call the Police.

Teresa: Just a minute Susan, I think we should interrogate the suspect, isn’t that what they do on those cop shows?

Susan: Fuck that! We caught a panty thief and he has to go to jail. And we have to tell your neighbors. We have to tell everyone so this doesn’t happen again.

Teresa: But this panty thief is one of my neighbors, he lives right next door.

Susan: Oh My God you know this guy?

Teresa: I sure do, in fact he used to do some chores for me, but things got weird.

Susan: What do you mean, weird?

READ MORE HERE

The Panty Thief

The Panty Thief

The Dominatrix Next Door

The 2013 issue of the Domination Directory International provides up-to-date listings of Professional Dominas from around the world, possibly your next door neighbor.

And if that isn’t enough you can read articles and news about dominant women and the submissive men who worship them.

Can you afford your fantasies in these challenging economic times?

Do you have the right attitude to serve a dominant woman?

Are you secure in the knowledge that you have what it takes to be the perfect sissy maid?

Is you safe word short and sweet? Or are you still using an annoying and possibly confusing one like: “OH GOD STOP IT PLEASE!”

This is why you need to do some research before you put on your panties and just show up at her door, assuming you found her door and made an appointment.

This guide is 114 glossy pages so it can be easily cleaned (that comes in handy).

Beautiful, leather clad Dommes are checking their calendar right this second to see if they have time to watch TV. You can be that TV with a little effort and determination.

Now what if you don’t have big enough balls to see a real Dominatrix who can make all your fantasies a reality? Do you give up and hide this book with your panties and nighties?

Hell no, you use it as a conversation starter. Take it to work, or on the bus or train. Women love guys that like to read.

They have no idea that you want to be dressed up as a girl, slapped silly and called Sally. For all they know you have a very socially acceptable, harmless foot fetish. Or maybe a balloon fetish. What kind of woman doesn’t love balloons?

This is a book, a directory, it’s not porn. You are simply a well educated man doing research.

At some point a beautiful young woman with large, firm breasts may sit down next to you and ask: “What ya reading honey?”

DON’T SCREW THIS UP! You want to act very shy and embarrassed (act?). Look her right in those deep blue eyes and say: “Oh nothing,” then let her take the book from you and see exactly what you’re researching.

Remember, she approached you so she is going to take charge of the conversation. A big plus if you’re a shy sissy afraid of girls.

Try this with four of five beautiful, large breasted women. If it doesn’t work out you have the Domination Directory right in the palm of your hands. Then make a few calls.

Domination Directory International

Domination Directory International

A Sissy Roadmap

A lot of you may not realize that Strapped In Silk is a very large website.

Did you know that there are almost 90 different pages? And that’s not even counting the 150 pages of stories, the huge variety of bondage, fetish and kinky sex toys, the thousands of different types of lingerie, dresses and fetishwear, and the plethora of sissy training and forced feminization videos.

How do you find these things, how do you find exactly what you’re looking for? The Sitemap.

Most websites have a Sitemap but very few people bother to go there. So if your fingers are all cramped up from waxing the dolphin I’m posting it all here.

Take a break from staring at yourself in your pretty sissy outfit and explore. Some things are not as hard as you make them. OK, that might be a bad choice of words.

The Strapped In Silk Sitemap

What is Forced Feminization?

What is Forced Feminization and how does it work? Is it forced? Is it feminization? Is it embarrassing? Is it humiliating? Is it fun?

Yes.

Almost all crossdressers begin their hobby by trying on a pair of panties. Since most guys don’t have their own panty drawer, they accidentally on purpose discover a pair lying around somewhere, and for some reason decide to put them on. There isn’t much self analysis as to why they want to try on panties because they start very young.

So our budding crossdresser puts on a pair of silky, satin panties and discovers something interesting. They feel fantastic. Not only is wearing the soft, lacy, feminine lingerie exciting, but there is also the feeling of danger. He could easily be discovered at any moment and it would be a catastrophe. But he continues to explore this fetish despite the consequences. Babydoll nighties, stockings and pantyhose, bras, slips, blouses, skirts, dresses and even high heels, until he realizes that he can no longer jam his size 10 foot into a woman’s size 7 shoe.

As our crossdresser continues his journey he may develop a fantasy where he is caught doing the very thing he is trying so hard to keep a secret. This is known as forced feminization. Most forced feminization fantasies are based on being discovered, blackmailed, and feminized as punishment.

Now I know what you’re thinking; if he likes dressing up so much why would it be punishment? This is where it gets interesting. Without getting too deeply into the psychological reasons behind forced feminization fantasies, let’s just say that he gets a little more than he would have liked. In fact, he gets a lot more than he would have liked. He is dressed in the most feminine lingerie imaginable, teased and taunted, his hair is done in a very feminine style, his nails are painted, makeup is applied with surgeon like precision, and he is put into a very short, very tight dress. This can be done by his sister and her friends, a neighbor that walks in unexpectedly, or a group of girls that want revenge.

Let’s start by examining one of the most common forced feminization fantasies: The caught and blackmailed or caught in panties fantasy. I have some lovely artwork to help illustrate the whole thing.

Here our crossdresser has decided to break into his neighbor’s house and try on her panties. Many crossdresser’s eventually get bored with the clothing available to them and look for other sources. This could be a backyard clothesline, a laundry room, or in this case a neighbor’s panty drawer.

Our panty thief is happily prancing around in his neighbor’s bra and panties when she comes home way ahead of schedule, and she is not happy. In fact, she is furious.

Its time to call the police, after all this is robbery. She’s going to tell all the other neighbors, and his friends, family, and co-workers. This is what he has been fantasizing about for years, but the reality is that she is betrayed and angry, and wants to make him pay for the invasion of privacy. Our panty thief pleads with her, begs her not to tell anyone. “Please-Please-Please don’t tell anyone, I’ll be ruined! I’ll make this up to you somehow, I’ll do anything you want, anything.”

She watches him closely and sees that he’s on the verge of tears. She is still angry but seeing him in her panties and bra is almost amusing in a strange kind of way. Here is a neighbor she has known for years, or thought she did. What can he possibly do to make this up to her?

She walks over and brushes the hair from his face. “Do you want to be a girl sweetheart, is that it?” He tries to speak but no words come out. “I have an idea panty boy, if you like dressing up as a girl so much I can help you do it right. Would you like that? You’ll be adorable once we get your hair and makeup done.”

“Oh I can’t do that, why don’t we just forget about the whole thing? I’ll pay for any damage. I am so, so sorry.” he asks knowing that this is probably not going to cut it. “Well if you can’t you can’t,” she says with a wicked smile, “It probably won’t be that bad for everyone to know you’re a panty thief. Make yourself comfortable until the Police get here. Want something to drink?”

Realizing that he is completely screwed he reluctantly agrees. She phones the salon for an appointment and helps him get ready. Soon he’s wearing pretty red panties and a bra, stockings, a very cute dress and a pair of heels.

“Don’t be afraid sweetheart; the girls at the salon are very nice. Susan does my nails all the time and I think you’ll feel better with a manicure and pedicure. And Amber can do amazing things with hair; I think a perm would be fun don’t you?”

Our crossdresser/panty thief is helpless, embarrassed, and humiliated, and the forced feminization has only just begun.

Soon he will walk, well, actually he’ll be dragged into a crowded beauty salon by his friendly neighbor who is thinking of more ways to make this experience unforgettable.

They walk in and the dreaded announcement is made. “Hi everyone, this is my neighbor and guess where I found him today? In my bedroom prancing around in my lingerie. He wants to be a girl and I told him I’d be happy to help. I’m going to leave him here and I’d like you to do whatever you think is necessary. He’d like a feminine hairstyle, eyebrow waxing, a complete makeover, manicure, pedicure, and if you have time you can pierce his ears, OK? He told me money is no object so feel free to do anything else you think will help him become the girl he wants to be. I’ll be back in a few hours. Have fun girls. Oh and you too sweetheart.”

Is he enjoying this? After all, this is a big part of his fantasy right? The truth is that this is beyond his wildest dreams. In his fantasy he pictured a very controlled, very specific scene, but now he is totally helpless and has no idea what will happen next. Will the women take pictures? Will word get around despite the agreement with his neighbor? Will he look good with a perm?

Maybe some of the girls he knows will walk in and see him like this. Then what? They’ll probably make a video and put it on you tube for the entire world to see. And how long will it take for his eyebrows to grow back and the perm to grow out? What will happen when his neighbor finally comes back, if she even comes back at all?

Herein lies the heart of the forced feminization fantasy. He has no control whatsoever. The women will tease him mercilessly, asking him about boyfriends, and how long he’s been dressing up as a girl. They will take pictures, they will laugh, and they will do their best to humiliate him as punishment for what he did. He has to be taught a lesson that he will always remember so that this doesn’t happen to anyone else.

But is he enjoying this? Part of him wants to crawl into a hole, run home and hide under his bed. But his hair is in curlers, his nails aren’t dry yet, and home is very far away, especially in high heels. Yet there is a part of him that finds this whole thing incredibly erotic. That part is in his panties, and as much as he tries to ignore it his excitement is obvious to everyone around him. Can it possibly get any more embarrassing and humiliating that it already is?

Yes.

After what seems like an eternity his makeover is finally complete, and he’s gorgeous. Our neighbor has come back with a camera to capture the moment forever. Sitting there in the salon chair with his hair, makeup, and nails done to perfection, he crosses his legs tightly while the girls admire their handiwork and laugh.

They have him pose for pictures, talk in a feminine voice, and walk around for them in his high heels, as hard as that is in his current state of arousal.

“This is what you wanted isn’t it sweetheart?” says his neighbor. “You really look very pretty. Do you think we should make weekly appointments now that everyone knows you here? Why don’t you go get your purse and I’ll take care of that for you?”

Its time to pay his bill, tip the girls generously, and move on to the next step; a trip to the mall to buy his own panties. But wait, he didn’t bring his wallet. Now what?

“I don’t have any money with me,” he whispers to his neighbor as quietly as possible.

“Oh really?” she says as loudly as possible. “Panty boy can’t pay for his makeover girls, does anyone have any ideas?” They have a new shampoo girl so that’s out, maybe he can do some other kind of work to pay them. This brings us to another very common forced feminization fantasy; the sissy maid.

Many men have a fantasy where they are forced to wear a French maid outfit and serve a group of women. This can involve housework such as dusting, hand washing their lingerie, serving drinks, and entertaining guests.

The hours are long, the work is very hard, and the sissies are treated like playthings. They are teased, taunted, and made to do all sorts of embarrassing things to keep their Mistress happy, but they love every second of it. Yes, they have to wear panties, stockings, petticoats, a sissy dress and heels. They must learn to do their hair and makeup and even cook and clean with long, painted fingernails, but despite all that there are many more sissy maids than job openings much to their dismay.

Now I know what you’re thinking; are all crossdressers sissies? Do all crossdressers have forced feminization fantasies? Do sissies and crossdressers play well together? Do sissy maids have a union?

No, sometimes, yes, and maybe. There are no absolutes in the fetish world, its important to remember that.

What about other forced feminization fantasies, are there more? Oh yes. The variety of ways that crossdressers devise to be forcibly feminized is almost endless. The key point is that they have no choice but to submit to whatever is asked of them. Whether that is having their eyebrows waxed in a crowded beauty salon, modeling lingerie for a group of sorority girls, or even becoming a cheerleader.

A cheerleader, do men ever fantasize about that? The cheerleader forced feminization fantasy is an all time favorite, and can be easily explained. Forced feminization is all about beautiful, powerful, and in most cases very mean women. This is more or less the definition of the high school cheerleader. Now I’m sure there are some very nice ones out there who do not tease boys and do all their homework, I’ve just never met any.

In this fantasy our crossdresser is lured into the girl’s locker room. His sister, the head cheerleader, has mentioned that he has been sneaking into her panty drawer for a long time. The other girls think this is hysterical and have a plan, they always have a plan.

He has a huge crush on one of them and they use her as bait. Sitting there all alone with the girl of his dreams he doesn’t think its strange when she asks him to get undressed.

He also doesn’t hear the rest of the squad sneak in and lock the doors until its too late. His clothes are tossed into a locker and slammed shut. Now he is naked in a room full of beautiful, powerful, very mean girls. So far its every boys fantasy. Then his sister holds up a pair of her panties and tells the others that these are his favorites. They look at him, at each other, at him again, and they all get the same idea. Lets dress him up as a girl!

You may have many more questions since this is a complicated subject. You can listen to and download my Caught In Panties MP3 on my website or Podcast. You can download and enjoy the full size artwork shown here. You can read, listen to and download all kinds of forced feminization stories, MP3s and pictures. You can even find a new place to buy your own panties so this never happens to you.

Of course, you may actually want this to happen to you. If that’s the case I’ve put together a forced feminization guide to help you

See you at the salon!

PVC – it’s not just for plumbers anymore

PVC fetishism refers to shiny clothes made of the synthetic plastic polyvinyl chloride, commonly known as PVC. These fabrics usually consist of a backing woven from polyester fibers with a surface coating of shiny plastic. The plastic layer itself is typically a blend of PVC and polyurethane, with 100% PVC producing a stiff fabric with a glossy shine.

One reason why tight shiny fabrics may be fetishised is that the garment forms a second skin. So wearers of PVC garments may be perceived by the viewer as being naked.

PVC can also be polished to be shiny and can be produced in bright colors, adding to the physical sensations produced by the material. The tightness of the garments may be viewed as a kind of sexual bondage.

Tight shiny fabrics? Bright colors like Sizzling pink? Sexual bondage? A made to order PVC mini dress for $52?

Really, how much more do you need to know?

The end of the world and lingerie shopping for men

So you want to go lingerie shopping but you’re afraid. You wish you were brave enough to walk right into a Victoria’s Secret or lingerie boutique and buy all kinds of pretty things to play with right? Every time you go to the mall your eyes are drawn to the women’s department, and you find yourself fighting the urge, the obsession, to just go there and browse with confidence.

I have a friend who once told me he used to imagine some kind of nuclear disaster, where he was the only one left in the world, just so he could go shopping! Not that’s fear.

Window Shopping

Window Shopping

As you get older you have to learn to fight your fears and do what you really want to do.

All men are uncomfortable shopping for lingerie, especially in a store full of women.  And most of them don’t even plan on wearing it when they get home.

Mmmm-bras

Mmmm-bras

Its really just a simple matter of attitude. With the right attitude you can do anything you want in this world with total confidence.

First of all, the salesgirls don’t have to know these things are for you. Their job is to be friendly and helpful, and find the right pieces for each person. Just what you want.

You have to start with a plan. As much as you may want to dance around saying: “PUT ME IN PANTIES” that probably isn’t the perfect approach.

First things first. The story. You are shopping for a friend and you’re really not sure exactly what to buy her. You’ll just have to look at everything very carefully, discussing the size, fabrics, styles and prices.

Sound good? But can you pull it off without breaking into a sweat, stuttering, and possibly running out of the store?

Take your time!

Take your time!

Yes you can and I’m going to tell you how. It takes a bit of acting. Have you ever heard the phrase: Fake it till you make it? I really hate that but it can actually work.

The reality is that you are going shopping for clothes, that’s it! Its not a crime, you’re not going to steal anything, you just want to go into a store and buy things with your own hard earned money.

So keep that in your mind right from the beginning. The fact that this is a dream for you that usually ends up all wet and sticky is totally besides the point.

You are just-buying-clothes.

Now, back to the story. Why do you need a story? Well, why are you so scared to walk right in and buy panties and bras in your size? Nuff said.

So here are the basics. Of course you will tailor the details to fit and use whatever you are comfortable with.

1-Give your friend a name. Even if they don’t ask its better to be fully prepared, this will help increase your confidence. Have a last name ready as well, just in case. I know this is starting to sound like a spy mission but better safe than sorry. Once you work up the nerve to finally do this you don’t want to panic and run out. The story is your friend. It will help you just as I would if I was there with you.

2-Picture in your mind your friends appearance. You don’t have to know her weight in kilos but have an idea so they can help you find things that fit. And just by coincidence your friend is very, very close to your own height, weight, and body type! Isn’t that amazing?

3-This is a biggie. You don’t know much about lingerie and really need their help. You are there to buy your friend a few presents as a way of apologizing for your impatience on your last shopping trip. She is mad at you for not understanding her needs.

PERFECT! Now you have the salesgirls on your side, and they think your are an incredibly compassionate, generous, person, and you are even if you’re telling a little pink lie.

The rest is up to you. Take your time, and don’t be afraid to touch things (although the girls will think that’s adorable). If your excitement is growing visibly to to point where its noticeable, have a jacket or bag ready to put in front of you. Whats the worst that could happen, its not like they’re gonna make you put on a show!

Showtime!

Showtime!

I Know What You’re Thinking…

Your probably thinking something like-“I don’t want to tell anyone my fantasies, they might think I’m strange”
Well first of all no one will know who its from-you can send it to me through my website using a fake email and name.
Second of all-So What!
Third of all-So What!
Here is the latest anonymous fantasy: From Mr Smith in Washington

I want to be a sex toy for a group of women. It doesn’t matter to me what they look like or who they are. I want to be captured in some way and taken to a place where I cant escape. I am stripped naked and my clothes are thrown away. Every time I say something I am slapped and told to do as I’m told. I keep trying to reason with them and am slapped repeatedly until finally I stop talking. They keep telling me that I have NO CHOICE anymore-and THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT! I am asked one last time if I understand and I say yes very softly.
Once I agree to do anything I am used in any way they want, from licking their feet to their pussy. I must pleasure each one as many times and in any way they ask.
They are now free to do other things to me like spank me, tie me up, and use a strap on to fuck me over and over again.
The key for me is when I agree that I will submit. THERE’ S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT is enough to get me off!

There isn’t that nice? And who knows who sent me this-I wonder if he is in politics,hmmmmm.

So don’t be shy-this is for a good cause: FUN!

Oh No-Not The Lipstick!

As a practicing Dominatrix specializing in Forced Feminization I’m always open to new ways to make the experience more exciting and fun.

Everyone seems to have a special trigger or favorite part that makes it work for them. One of the most popular is the makeup, and specifically the  lipstick. To be dressed in silky, feminine, lingerie and seated at the makeup table.

After styling your hair and carefully applying eyeliner, mascara, eye shadow and blush, the lips are carefully lined. Then slowly filled  in with a matching lipstick with thick, heavily strokes until you begin to taste it.

Turning around you see the transformation completed and you are now the girl you’ve always wanted to be. The perfume, jewelery, and the remainder of your new outfit is just the icing on the cake!

For others, its the part where you are caught red handed wearing panties and bra and have no choice but to admit your secret, and do as you are told.

Then there is the posing for pictures all dressed up in your prettiest clothes, which will be sent to everyone you know.

Or the ever popular being  in the middle of various stages of feminization when other girls arrive to join in the fun and help you with your nail polish, walk, and voice.

And we’re  not yet even up to being dragged to the salon, the shopping trips for lingerie, and various public humiliations yet!

I’d love to hear what the best part is for you, the highlight of the story that you go through in your mind when you fantasize about these things.

You can tell me-I wont laugh,unless you like that!

Letters To The Editor

I have been getting so much feedback from my website and blog that I thought I would post a few, with their permission of course.

These three people have varying degrees of difficulty with their fantasies and maybe I can help them to understand and accept them if possible, that’s why I started this in the first place.

Mike writes:
I’ve always wanted to be dominated by a group of girls. In high school I used to fantasize about them dragging me into the girls locker room at the end of the day and and making me strip. Then they would dress me up as a girl, from lacy white panties and bra to a blouse, skirt and heels. And teasing me all along the way I would have to walk and talk like a girl until they were satisfied, then they would do my makeup and nails.  I had many variations on this theme, sometimes being dressed as a cheerleader and going out with them in their car and being dropped off somewhere. The strange part was that I was on the football team and had a girlfriend, although she wasn’t a cheerleader. I still think about this today, many years later.

John writes:
My fantasy is exactly like the one on your website, caught in panties! I used to have this gorgeous neighbor, she was a teacher, and I always imagined her teaching me a lesson. I would be caught going through her underwear, maybe trying some on and she would catch me red handed. She used to let me watch her house and the dogs so I had the keys. She would threaten to tell all my friends and the neighbors about it and I needed to be taught a lesson. The lesson was to become a girl from head to toe, I even used to imagine her taking me to the beauty parlor to get my hair and makeup done! Your audio was so close I couldn’t believe it, I never thought anyone would have the same fantasy.

Ron writes:
This is the first time I’ve ever told anyone about this. My fantasy involves being embarrassed and humiliated until it becomes so intense I become overwhelmed and have an orgasm. I am being told what to to by a woman I know who makes me dress up as a girl. Usually in a store or in front of people. The more degrading and embarrassing the more excited I get. I have no choice but to do this and everyone knows it. The climax is when I’m taken to a beauty salon to be transformed and feminized completely. The strangest part of this for me is that there’s really nothing sexual about it. No one is naked, it doesn’t matter that much what the salesgirls and the others look like, and no one even touches me. Its a complete mindfuck and its caused me incredible confusion and distress over the years. It has affected every aspect of my life and I even had a loaded gun to my head at one time.
Thank you for listening.

Ron mentions that this has caused him problems in all areas of his life which include relationships, love, and sex. To me his fetish is really not that unusual and more or less harmless, but to him its a very serious problem and has even led to a suicide attempt.

What comes to mind is the one bit of psychology I’ve found to be realistic and true, although far from easy : “For the only therapy is life. The patient must learn to live, to live with his split, his conflict, his ambivalence, which no therapy can take away, for if it could, it would take away with it the actual spring of life.”  Otto Rank

Halloween 2008

Last night I went to be best Halloween party ever! I was dressed as a biker guy wearing jeans, a leather jacket and mustache. My girl Ashley went as a very sexy whore, in a short red corset dress with high heels and fishnets. I had invited my new neighbors Bonnie and Susan, who really got into the spirit and dressed as master and slave in gorgeous latex outfits.

After stopping at a few bars, I wanted to get to the party even though we were causing all kinds of trouble and driving the guys crazy. Bonnie finally agreed and we got a round of applause as we left.

The party was at a large mansion overlooking the water in Belle Terre in Port Jefferson. By the time we got there it was in full swing, and these people know how to party! There were two floors of people in various stages of dancing and playing and a lower level which was converted into a Dungeon.  Susan and Bonnie grabbed drinks and mingled while Ashley and I danced a slow dance to “In The Still Of The Night.” I was in heaven with my arms wrapped around her, and one of my favorite love songs playing, and we had the floor to ourselves. I could have gone on like that forever, but the music ended and we went into an extra bedroom.
An old friend came in to say hello and was oblivious to the fact that we were kissing and wanted to be alone. He was wearing a Marilyn Monroe costume and actually looked very pretty. He kept flirting with me, and in his best Marilyn voice told me he was a bad girl and needed to be punished.

Normally this would have been something I’d have fun, with but I was busy and he just wasn’t getting the message. I had him lie on the bed and take off his dress. Ashley got some rope from the host and we tied him up like a pig. I promised him we’d be right back and left him there.

I found Tom and his wife (the owners of the house) and explained what I wanted to do. They set up a video camera and Marilyn started to look a little worried. Then we made an announcement on a speaker that Marilyn Monroe would be giving head to anyone that wanted it, and that we were going to try to set a record for the most BJ’s in one night.

Most of the party headed towards the bedroom and there were plenty of happy volunteers. They brought their drinks and watched the action while waiting their turn. Ashley and I found another room for ourselves and locked the door.

When we left the party several hours later the action was still going on with Marilyn and as I saw flashbulbs going off and heard the cheering, I knew that this was one of those rare occasions where everybody gets what they want, and that whether he ended up breaking the record or not this would go down as the party of the year.

We’ll see you in the movies Marilyn!

Leaning the ropes

Today I had some fun with my new friend Sandy, or Sandra as she became later in the day. She wanted to act out a fantasy she’s had for a long time and I was happy to help. She wanted to be my maid and to be ordered around and verbally abused. Well my house needed cleaning anyway so I left her with the vacuum and went out for a ride. Arriving home with four of my girlfriends we found Sandra dusting away in her cute little maids outfit. She seemed embarrassed but excited. We all had a few drinks earlier but my friend Amy was the most lit. She had been having a rough time with her boyfriend lately and decided to take it out on poor Sandra. The rest of us sat on the couch and watched as Amy took charge.
First she ordered Sandra to fix us a round of drinks and then become a table for her to put her feet on. After that she made her sing “I’m a little teapot” in a high voice and when she finished and curtsied as ordered, Amy decided that she didn’t do it right and had to be spanked. Told to bend over and pull down her ruffled panties Amy started spanking away hard until her hand hurt and I got her a paddle. It was funny at first and we were all enjoying the show until the spanking got much harder and Sandra began to ask for mercy. That really got Amy going and to make a long story short she beat the hell out of my little sissy maid. It finally seemed to be over and Amy sat back on the couch looking like she just had an orgasm! Lighting a cigarette she dismissed Sandra who ran into the other room with tears running down her face. I went inside to apologize and found Sandra furiously playing with herself and moaning.
I left her to finish and told my friends who were as surprised as I was. Except for Amy who wanted to know when Sandra could come to her house to do her laundry and cleaning. After the girls left I found Sandra still in her outfit cleaning my bathroom. She told me that this was the most exciting thing that ever happened to her and couldn’t stop thanking me.
Now Amy has a full time maid who does her cleaning and chores in exchange for some beatings and Sandy is happier than ever. Don’t you love a happy ending?

All tied up