Of Nurseries and Nighties

We took a ride to a local nursery today to look for seeds and Jiffy pots (not the popcorn things). If you ever want something to do on a cold winter day walking around a greenhouse is a fantastic way to spend an hour.

At the nursery

At the nursery

Looking at all the gorgeous flowers and plants made me think about spring and everything I love about it. My friend Michael was obviously thinking about the exact same thing because we looked at each other and both said: SPRING WARDROBE!

Michael likes gardening as well as prancing around his backyard in a nightgown, so this pink mesh nightie is perfect for him. This sheer nightie is sold by Carol Patterson, owner of My Sweet Mischief in Gold Coast, Australia.

The nightie is a soft nylon mesh, lined with a soft nylon knit fabric, but she can make it without the lining if you prefer it sheer. I suggest you get yours with the lining so you can have the neighbors over for coffee in the morning without feeling self conscious.

Pink mesh nightie

Pink mesh nightie

Pink mesh sheer nighty by My Sweet Mischief on Etsy

Real Men Wear Kimonos

You have some friends over to watch the Super Bowl and you just want to relax and be comfortable. But you hesitate to wear your pink babydoll nightgown and stockings because you don’t want the guys to get the wrong idea. What to do, what to do?

Consider a simple Kimono. I saw this one on Etsy and even though it may seem slightly feminine and made of silk, its considered Unisex. Slip on satin panties and a bra, put your hair up, go easy on the makeup, and you’re just one of the guys enjoying the game in a comfy robe (more or less).

Note: this one is missing the belt so make sure to keep it closed at all times. Men get easily bored during commercials and may still get the wrong idea. Remind that your Kimono is Unisex and your panties and bra are just a fashion choice.

Unisex Silk Kimono

Unisex Silk Kimono

Vintage 70’s Embroidered Silk Kimono by MTTC on Etsy

So You Want to Buy a Sex Doll

At the Doll Workshop you can catch up on doll news, read frequently asked questions, look at doll photo galleries and even watch doll videos. There is also a doll maintenance and care guide which I’m sure you’ll need sooner or later.

You should realize that these dolls do not have to be used only for sex. When you go out you can dress her up in yoga pants and a cute top like Leslie here and put her in front of your window to make burglars think someone is home.

Note: many burglars will still consider breaking in anyway so go easy on her makeup. Maybe dress her in something a little less attractive like an old housecoat and slippers.

The Doll Workshop

Home Alone

Home Alone

They Might be Giants

They might be giants but they are also alpacas. These cartoon like animals are raised for their wool, which is used in all kinds of things including sweaters. If you ever see an alpaca farm stop in and visit. They hardly ever spit a ball of wet, chewed up grass at you. Don’t ask me how I know.

At the alpaca farm 11/28/16

At the alpaca farm 11/28/16

Sissy Audio-Special Requests

I am recording again and will be adding to my Podcast very soon. If you have suggestions or special requests leave a comment below.

Sissy stories will be considered but must be less than 1000 words. A good example is Saragirl’s Sissy Confession (see my story page or Podcast). Do not send me anything without discussing it first, there are only 24 little hours in a day.

Topics can include forced feminization, sissy humiliation, transvestite bondage, sissy maids, or all of the above. But absolutely no more cheerleader fantasies, too many torn ligaments.



Photographing Friends

You want to make him comfortable and relaxed so the photo looks natural, not forced. I’ve found the best way to accomplish this is to talk to him during the photo shoot.

Tell him he how adorable he is, or how great his hair looks, or how sexy his beauty mark is. Keep the compliments flowing until you get a shot that reflects his inner poise, confidence and beauty.

And the most important thing to remember is not to make fun of his big nose or hairy ears, because after all, nobody’s perfect.

*Technical info if anyone’s interested: Photo taken in Cow Town near Ronks Road. Sony RX100. ISO 125. Aperture priority f/4.9. 1/1000 sec. Minor adjustments in Photoshop.

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Portrait Photography

Portrait Photography

More Cow Town Photos Here

A Trip To Cow Town

I’ve been in Lancaster, P.A. this week exploring by motorcycle. We went to Gettysburg, Valley Forge, Harrisburg, Maryland, and Bowers among other places. Yes, there is a Bowers, P.A.

Today being the last day I took some photos that I think are typical of things you might see this time of year along the back roads of Pennsylvania.

Next time I plan to be on a new bike, as of now it looks like a Triumph Tiger 800 XRx or BMW  F800 GS.

Remember, you do not have to ride like you stole it, unless you actually did.

Photos taken with my Sony RX100, 35mm Film Frame by Tom Niemann at ePaperPress.

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Cow Town-Route 340

Cow Town-Route 340

Candy Onions

Candy Onions

Friends With Benefits

Friends With Benefits

Amish Handmade Brooms!

Amish Handmade Brooms!

Chicken Soup?

Chicken Soup?

Crossdresser and Fem Dom resources including virtual makeovers, lingerie, sissy stories and assignments

I was going through the friends page on my website to check for broken links, and many of the sites listed are gone. So I’ve updated everything and I think you’ll find some unique places to visit.

For example, do you know how to make boobs? The link is right there under Blogs, Guides and Stories.

Among a wealth of information including photo galleries, transformation salons, crossdressing captions and Shibari Art Photography, are must know lingerie resources.

Do you know where to find garter belt panties? Well look carefully and you soon will.

If you do find a link that no longer works please let me know. If you have a related website or blog you would like listed contact me.

Strapped In Silk Friends Page

Crossdresser and Fem Dom resources including virtual makeovers, lingerie, sissy stories and assignments

Crossdresser and Fem Dom resources including virtual makeovers, lingerie, sissy stories and assignments

Sissy Confession

Teresa asked me to confess my hottest fantasy, the hottest fantasy of my dirty, sissy mind. I have several, of course, I have quite the active mind, some are kind of vanilla (relatively so, I mean, S/M is kind of vanilla, right?)

Strap on sex…that’s a hot fantasy…but the hottest?

Bride, French Maid. Hot, yes, but hottest?

Because I’m thinking not just “hottest” but naughty, even taboo.

And I’m not just thinking fantasy, but something that I’d toe the line about turning into reality…almost.

What is my hottest fantasy, then?

I want to submit to a man.

Read Saragirl’s Sissy Confession Here

Saragirl’s Sissy Confession

Saragirl’s Sissy Confession

Get some help

Whats the difference between you trying on some clothes and makeup, and a real woman helping you every step of the way? Simple. She knows exactly what she’s doing!

She knows all about which outfit looks best, how to properly apply makeup, and accessorizing. Chances are that with her help you can be prettier than you ever dreamed possible. All you have to do is ask.

Whats that, you’ve already asked and she flipped out? OK, but I’m talking about Halloween here. This is completely different.

Its not a fetish, or anything weird, its just a costume you need help with. (so you will say)

I know at first it may seem crazy, and you’re sure she’ll say no, but I really recommend trying to find someone to help you on this special day.

A friend at work, a new friend you discuss this with while you’re getting your next haircut, or your sister.

Have you ever considered asking your sister? I’ll bet she’d love to help you dress up as completely as you want. And maybe, just maybe, she already has an idea about your fondness for women’s clothes.

Don’t have a sister? Ask a friends sister.

What do you have to lose!

Jay's dream comes true

Jay’s dream comes true

The Reluctant Sissy

I’ve been spending some time with a new friend since I bought my bike, and he’s really helping me. He’s a long time motorcycle owner, and has been nice enough to answer all my questions and explain the basics of maintenance, riding, and even modifications (which I have no intention of doing myself). Last night while in the garage he came right out and asked me if I could give him a makeover!

I looked at him and smiled, and said “OK.”
I guess he didn’t hear me or something so he said; “If you could do this for me I’ll buy you the center stand you want and put it on for you.”

“You don’t have to buy me anything, let’s go inside.”

“You mean, now?”

“Sure now is good.”

“Are you sure, I mean, I, now might not be a good time.”

“OK, lets go inside and discuss it, I’m getting cold.”

He followed me inside and I led him into my spare room. He looked like he was going to faint.

“Do you want to wear something pretty?”

“What? Like what?”

“I don’t know, a dress, or a blouse and skirt?”

“Oh my God”

“Whats the matter?”


“Yes whats the matter?”

“I can’t do this Teresa, I’m sorry I bothered you.”

“Its no bother, whenever you’re ready you just let me know, OK? We can even take some pictures, would you like that?”

“Oh my God”


“I’ve wanted to do this for so long, and, I’m terrified!”

“Of what? No one is going to see you.”

“But I, I, I get, uh, sexually excited by this.”

“Great, we’ll have a ball!”

“But its crazy, look at me. Isn’t it crazy?”

“Listen, I’m not going to play psychologist with you, if you want to dress up as a girl I’ll be happy to help you. You can wear a dress, or a cute nightgown, or maybe just a bra and a pretty top. Then I’ll do your makeup. A little mascara, eyeliner, eye shadow, blush, lipstick, and you can choose a wig. I’ll help you pose, maybe give you some props, and we can take some great pictures.”


“Are you alright, you look like you’re gonna pass out?”

“I have to go, I’ll order you the center stand.”

“Forget about that, if and when you change your mind just let me know. You’ve really been great teaching me all those things. I can certainly do you a little favor.”

He couldn’t get out of there fast enough it seemed. He actually tripped over the last step and crashed into the door.
“Are you OK?

“Sorry, I have to go, bye. Thanks”

“You’re welcome- take care.”

He sped off like a race car driver and left me scratching my head. Oh well I decided, if he changes his mind and asks me to slap him silly and call him Sally, I’ll let him buy me that stand after all.

Collar Me!

This is the ticket! I wish I saw this before Christmas, I would have got all my sissies one of these collars as a present. Now they have to buy their own. Next month on TSS (take a sissy shopping day), I’m going to be strutting through the mall with whoever is brave enough to wear this AND a pink leash as we shop till we drop!

Forced Feminization?

A lot of people ask me about the forced aspect of this popular fetish. Of course 99% of the time its not really forced. It isn’t like I have a loaded gun to their head or anything. There are occasions where theoretically I could blackmail someone to do whatever I want but that’s not going to happen. The thing is, that although they do enjoy being dressed up most want it to be a very intense experience. Many also want it to be at the very least somewhat embarrassing if not completely humiliating. So I like to make it memorable for everyone involved.

This past weekend for example I had my new friend Terry come over for a little feminizing. I spoke to him several times and we met at a coffee shop to get to know each better. He told me that he has always wanted to be transformed into a woman as completely as possible. He also fantasizes about being discovered by his girlfriend while dressed to the nines but was afraid of her reaction, even though she knows about his fetish. I assured him that we would take it as slow as he was comfortable with and could explore that another time. It turns out I know his girlfriend very well but that’s just a coincidence.

I insisted he be completely shaved and he showed up around noon. I ordered him to strip in my bedroom and put on a chastity belt that I securely locked. He looked nervous but I could see he was excited as well. He was now given 3 simple rules.
1-To speak in a soft, feminine voice at all times.
2-To do whatever I asked without question, and
3-To learn a song during his makeover and sing it for me later on.

I had picked out a very pretty red nightgown and matching panties and watched as he slowly put them on. Now it was time to test rule#1.

“Whats your name sweetie, and are you ready for your makeover?”
“My name is Terry Miss Teresa and I want to be a pretty girl”, he said in such a cute voice that I had to laugh!

I had him sit in a chair by my bed and began his makeup. I had printed out the words to Shania Twain’s “Feel Like A Woman” and he studied them as I worked. I took my time and had him sing a few verses for me as we progressed.

“Oh, oh, oh, go totally crazy–forget Im a lady
Mens shirts–short skirts
Oh, oh, oh, really go wild–yeah, doin it in style
Oh, oh, oh, get in the action–feel the attraction
Color my hair–do what I dare
Oh, oh, oh, I wanna be free–yeah, to feel the way I feel
Man! I feel like a woman!”

I was having a ball and he was actually getting pretty good with that chorus. I had just finished applying his lip gloss when I suggested he take a break and I’d get us something to drink.
I quickly texted my neighbor who was waiting to come over for the show. Leaving the front door open a bit I went back to get our drinks.

I put the drinks down and carefully put on his wig first so he would be ready for Bonnie.
“Why don’t you sing for me again Terry, here-you can pretend this is a microphone” and I handed him a large dildo.
“Go ahead honey, its just you and me”.

Im going out tonight–Im feelin alright
Gonna let it all hang out
Wanna make some noise—really raise my voice
Yeah, I wanna scream and shout

Bonnie was standing in the doorway and applauded and gave a little whistle.
Company!Terry was in complete shock and couldn’t seem to get any words out.

“What do you think Bonnie-should we sign her up for the next American Idol?”

“Oh definitely, but we have to find her just the right outfit”.

“You’re right, come help me pick out something appropriate. Terry, would you rather wear a blouse and skirt or a dress? I think we’ll just try both. Are you OK-I’ll bet you never thought you’d have an audience today did you?”

“Oh, uh, no, I mean yes Miss Teresa-whatever you think”.

I thought he was looking a little faint so I sat him down on the bed while Bonnie and I went through my guest closet.

“Did Debra ever tell you that we’ve known each other for years? That’s right, I had a long talk with her yesterday and she thinks your being silly not dressing up for her. I’m not sure she wants you to do it every day but you should certainly try it once you know?”

“But Miss Teresa I really don’t think she could handle this-I mean look at me!”

“But you’re gorgeous Terry, isn’t she Bonnie? That wig looks great on you and I think I did a great job with your makeup if I do say so myself!”

“Teresa’s right Terry, and wait until we get you into this dress. Come over here and let me help you.”

I had asked Debra to come over around 2:00 for coffee and wanted to make sure Terry was ready for the second show. I glanced out the window and saw her Malibu pulling into the driveway.

“OK now young lady, I want you to sing for us and make us believe it! Ready-from the top…”

Im going out tonight–Im feelin alright
Gonna let it all hang out
Wanna make some noise—really raise my voice
Yeah, I wanna scream and shout

Oh My God!Well it turned out that Debra actually couldn’t handle it very well and Terry looked like he was about to pass out again.

“Hi Debbie-hows things?”

“What the fuck is going on-is that a dildo he’s holding? And was he singing I feel like a woman? This is insane!”

“How about a nice drink and I can explain it to you. I thought you knew about Terry’s fetish?”

“Do you have vodka Teresa-I need vodka-and a Valium.

“Sure hun, you and I will have a nice talk while Bonnie does Terry’s nails. The same red as his lipstick Bon”.

Debra and I had a long talk and she calmed down considerably after her third drink.

“But Teresa, its just too weird. What does he want to do once he’s all dressed up like that besides sing?” and she let out a little giggle without thinking.

“Anything you want Debbie, anything you want”.

Debbie ended up a little too tipsy to safely drive home so Bonnie drove the two of them back in her convertible. Terry sat in the front dressed in a yellow sundress, stockings and heels, and a silk scarf around her long blond wig. I grabbed a CD and followed them in her Malibu.

The best thing about being a woman
Is the prerogative to have a little fun and…

Oh, oh, oh, go totally crazy–forget Im a lady
Mens shirts–short skirts
Oh, oh, oh, really go wild–yeah, doin it in style
Oh, oh, oh, get in the action–feel the attraction
Color my hair–do what I dare
Oh, oh, oh, I wanna be free–yeah, to feel the way I feel
Man! I feel like a woman!

Several facts were slightly changed to make a point and create an enjoyable post. I would never break up a marriage or unsuspectingly humiliate someone like that unless asked-nicely.
The song remains the same.

Lingerie Shopping

A lot of guys tell me how much they dream of walking into a lingerie store or boutique and buying all kinds of pretty things. Not only that but they want the salesgirls to know that they’re buying these things for themselves. I have a few suggestions to make the experience as memorable as possible.

Of course you could just go in and tell them, or hand them a written note saying so, but that’s been done and we want to be more creative.

I suggest having someone call the store right before you go in and explain why you are there. She will tell the manager that you have been wearing her bras, panties, and all her other clothes for too long and now its time to buy your own. You are there to purchase a complete set of lingerie in your size and you need help choosing tasteful colors and styles. She will also ask them to call you princess, because that’s what you like to be called at home.

You’ll be buying a weeks worth of panties in different colors and styles. Several sexy nighties, preferably babydolls, a few bras, (depending on your budget) and stockings or pantyhose.

Most large stores like a Victoria’s Secret in a mall probably won’t let you try anything on. But if you can find a privately owned shop or smaller boutique somewhere near you, there’s a good chance you can make sure everything fits properly and give the ladies a show at the same time.

For this reason I recommend that you wear your favorite panties and pantyhose under your clothes. When you come out of the dressing room in a cute little chemise or teddy, you want them to see how serious you are. If they notice how obviously happy you are to be there so much the better!

I’ve done this before a few times and it was fun for everyone involved. If you need someone to make the call I have  friends who will be happy to do it.

So here’s your chance, Princess! Stop dreaming and just do it!

Manager Please

Manager Please

I Know What You’re Thinking…

Your probably thinking something like-“I don’t want to tell anyone my fantasies, they might think I’m strange”
Well first of all no one will know who its from-you can send it to me through my website using a fake email and name.
Second of all-So What!
Third of all-So What!
Here is the latest anonymous fantasy: From Mr Smith in Washington

I want to be a sex toy for a group of women. It doesn’t matter to me what they look like or who they are. I want to be captured in some way and taken to a place where I cant escape. I am stripped naked and my clothes are thrown away. Every time I say something I am slapped and told to do as I’m told. I keep trying to reason with them and am slapped repeatedly until finally I stop talking. They keep telling me that I have NO CHOICE anymore-and THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT! I am asked one last time if I understand and I say yes very softly.
Once I agree to do anything I am used in any way they want, from licking their feet to their pussy. I must pleasure each one as many times and in any way they ask.
They are now free to do other things to me like spank me, tie me up, and use a strap on to fuck me over and over again.
The key for me is when I agree that I will submit. THERE’ S NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT is enough to get me off!

There isn’t that nice? And who knows who sent me this-I wonder if he is in politics,hmmmmm.

So don’t be shy-this is for a good cause: FUN!

Oh No-Not The Lipstick!

As a practicing Dominatrix specializing in Forced Feminization I’m always open to new ways to make the experience more exciting and fun.

Everyone seems to have a special trigger or favorite part that makes it work for them. One of the most popular is the makeup, and specifically the  lipstick. To be dressed in silky, feminine, lingerie and seated at the makeup table.

After styling your hair and carefully applying eyeliner, mascara, eye shadow and blush, the lips are carefully lined. Then slowly filled  in with a matching lipstick with thick, heavily strokes until you begin to taste it.

Turning around you see the transformation completed and you are now the girl you’ve always wanted to be. The perfume, jewelery, and the remainder of your new outfit is just the icing on the cake!

For others, its the part where you are caught red handed wearing panties and bra and have no choice but to admit your secret, and do as you are told.

Then there is the posing for pictures all dressed up in your prettiest clothes, which will be sent to everyone you know.

Or the ever popular being  in the middle of various stages of feminization when other girls arrive to join in the fun and help you with your nail polish, walk, and voice.

And we’re  not yet even up to being dragged to the salon, the shopping trips for lingerie, and various public humiliations yet!

I’d love to hear what the best part is for you, the highlight of the story that you go through in your mind when you fantasize about these things.

You can tell me-I wont laugh,unless you like that!

The Shopping Trip

My girlfriend Ashley has always been a little jealous of the time I spend feminizing men. Even though she knows there’s never any sex involved she resents the attention I give them and places I take them to. I’ve asked her to join me many times but she hasn’t been interested and doesn’t like the idea that they are getting off on this and she feels like its cheating. I finally had enough of these petty arguments and told her to come with me the next time and see exactly what it was all about. I had made plans with Gene for a shopping trip at a local mall and Ashley agreed to join us.

Gene is a thin, young man with long blonde hair and this was to be his first time dressing up and going out in public. I met Gene in the lingerie department of a new boutique and watched him explain to the salesgirls that he was looking for a present for his girlfriend. He was doing very well too. The girl was asking about his friends size and body type and amazingly they were almost the exact same size as his! They were looking at some really cute babydolls and I decided to walk over and give my opinion.

“That black one was is really pretty, do you think she’d like that?”
He was a little surprised but kept calm.
“Yes I do, she has some other ones just like it and I know she likes this style.”
“Do you buy her lingerie often, that’s so considerate, What’s her name?”
He apparently wasn’t as well prepared as he thought and looked confused. He started to blush and seemed to have lost the ability to speak.
I gave the girl a smile and we both knew.
“Are you buying this for yourself, because there’s nothing to be embarrassed about if you are. I think you’ll look adorable in this, maybe you should try it on.”
“I’ll be right back, I, I have to make a call.” And with that said he just about ran out of the store, he even forgot his jacket.
I was just starting to have fun and volunteered to find him and give it back.

I was walking towards the parking lot when I saw him by his car. He had left his keys in his jacket so he knew he had to come back and get them.
“I think you forgot something, did you make your call?”
“Oh thanks, I kind of lost it in there. How did you know?”
“Its a gift, I’m Teresa.”
“Hi, I’m Gene, would, uh you like to talk sometime? I, I, I can really use some help.”
“Sure Gene, I’ll let you buy me a cup of coffee if you have time.”
“That would be great, uh, Teresa, that would be great.”

We kept in touch after that and I told him about Ashley. He emailed me some pictures of himself and asked me if there was any way I could arrange for the three of us to go shopping together. He promised to buy us both a new dress if we would take him, and I said I’d see what I could do. Ashley was starting to become interested and I could see was going to go along with it although I suspected she had something else in the back of her mind. She was being too cool about everything.

“It will be fun Ash, and you can get that new outfit you’ve been talking about from Ann Taylor.”
“Will he really buy me that, its pretty expensive?”
“He’ll buy us whatever we ask for, this is a dream come true for him. So are you in?”
“OK, but first he takes us shopping, then we’ll see.”
“Deal, I’ll set it up for Saturday afternoon, you’re free right?”
“I’ll make sure I am.”

I called Gene and told him it was on. He had to wear what I gave him and do everything we said, and if that was alright we would meet him at the mall at 12:00 the next Saturday. I told him to make sure he was completely shaved, and I would bring something appropriate to shop in. He would be wearing panties and a bra, pantyhose, pink sweat pants, a pink T-shirt and sneakers. He agreed and said he was looking forward to it and thanked me over and over.

He was right on time and I introduced Ashley. She shook his hand and told him to go change in the bathroom. While we waited I could see how excited she was and asked her what she was thinking.
“I want to hold his car keys so he doesn’t get back out.”
“Just ask him hon, I told you he’ll do whatever we say.”
“I plan on testing that Teresa, but first lets go buy some new clothes!”

Gene came out looking a bit tense but with his leather jacket he really didn’t stand out that much. Ashley took his stuff and wanted to put it in the car.

“Why don’t you give me your keys Gene, we’ll be here for hours.”
Why, is that really necessary?”
“Give me the keys and start acting like a good girl or you’re on your own!”
Sure, OK, not a problem. I was just asking.”

While Ashley went outside I told Gene to relax and have fun. “How often do you get to go clothes shopping with 2 beautiful girls?”
Ashley came back with a big smile and patted Gene on the butt.
“Lets go shop Genie!”

We spent the next two hours at several different stores. First Ann Taylor For Ashley then Victoria’s Secret for me. Then we helped Gene buy himself all kinds of lingerie and a cute little red three-quarter sleeve pleated dress at Macy’s.

“Lets put this stuff in the car and go look at some earrings before we go.” Ashley announced.
She let Gene hold his new dress which he seemed so proud of. That was fine with me because I was getting tired and kind of bored with the whole thing. I really just wanted to show her how harmless these trips can be.

When we came back into the mall Ashley said she wanted to go to JC Penny which was right there. She led the way and I realized we had passed the jewelry section but followed her anyway.

“I need some conditioner, lets show Genie the salon here.”
The three of us walked in and were greeted with smiles all around.

“Hi Ash, you finally made it! We thought you made the whole thing up.”
“Girls, this is Genie! Are we on time?”
“Just right, but it turns out you didn’t need that appointment after all, we’re not very busy today.”

“What appointment?” I said having a good idea who it was for.
Lisa began to explain.
“Ashley made a reservation for her friend Genie for the works. Hair, makeup, manicure, and pedicure. We cant wait, why don’t you have a seat right here Genie and let us take a look at you.”

Gene looked at me like a scared rabbit, “What’s going on? We were about to go home.”

“Sit right here Genie, you asked us for help and we’re going to help you. Lets show them the new dress you bought.”

Ashley had planned it all out and planned it well. As she unwrapped the dress Gene looked at me for help and I just smiled.
You have to admit Gene that something has to be done with your hair, go try on the dress and lets all see how you look in it.”
“But Teresa, I cant do this, please lets go.”

“Isn’t this dress gorgeous? Here Genie, go change in the back, Lisa will show you where.”
“Please Ashley, don’t make me do this.”


He looked around the room and saw there was no way out of it, people had heard Ashley yelling and were starting to come over and see what was going on. Lisa took his hand and led him into the back room to change. He followed her like he was going to the electric chair.

When he finally came out he stood there in his new dress and stockings and didn’t move.

“Don’t worry Genie, I had the girls bring in some heels for you, I think you’ll find that those red pumps will fit you perfectly. Let me help you.”

Ashley sat him down in the nearest chair and the shoes completed the outfit nicely. Gene was as red as his dress and had a visible bulge that he couldn’t hide.

“What do you think girls, is she precious or what? Walk for us Genie, show everyone those sexy legs! I think that by the end of the day you’ll be absolutely stunning! Sit here and you can tell them what you want.”

Now it was my turn. “Why don’t you tell them what you told me. How you used to wear your mothers clothes when she wasn’t home, and that you’ve always wanted to be a girl. Go ahead honey, we wont laugh.”

Gene couldn’t talk, and just sat there staring into the mirror while they put the cape over him.

“What we were thinking ,is that she needs some highlights, right Teresa? And when you do her makeup maybe you could make her look like that picture in the window, smokey eyes, long lashes, and bright red lipstick. And her fingernails should definitely match the lipstick, don’t you agree Genie?

We waited to see what he would say and saw a few more people looking in after Ashley yelled again.


“Yes what Genie, ask them if they can do your hair and makeup and make you look pretty, go ahead.”

“please make me pretty”

“And you want them to paint your nails and pierce your ears and teach you to talk like a lady, right Genie?

Again Gene was speechless.


“please make me pretty, and money is no object.”

“Close enough, alright ladies she’s all yours. Teresa and I are going home. Like Genie said, do whatever you have to do to make her pretty.
Oh, and Genie, I’m going to leave your keys with security by the front doors. I’ll tell them you’ll be there in a few hours. Thanks for the clothes-it was a pleasure meeting you. We’ll have to do this again real soon. Bye girls, have fun!

I heard from Gene a couple of days later. He thanked me and asked if we were interested in another shopping trip. I told him I’d ask Ashley, and I would, eventually.

Letters To The Editor

I have been getting so much feedback from my website and blog that I thought I would post a few, with their permission of course.

These three people have varying degrees of difficulty with their fantasies and maybe I can help them to understand and accept them if possible, that’s why I started this in the first place.

Mike writes:
I’ve always wanted to be dominated by a group of girls. In high school I used to fantasize about them dragging me into the girls locker room at the end of the day and and making me strip. Then they would dress me up as a girl, from lacy white panties and bra to a blouse, skirt and heels. And teasing me all along the way I would have to walk and talk like a girl until they were satisfied, then they would do my makeup and nails.  I had many variations on this theme, sometimes being dressed as a cheerleader and going out with them in their car and being dropped off somewhere. The strange part was that I was on the football team and had a girlfriend, although she wasn’t a cheerleader. I still think about this today, many years later.

John writes:
My fantasy is exactly like the one on your website, caught in panties! I used to have this gorgeous neighbor, she was a teacher, and I always imagined her teaching me a lesson. I would be caught going through her underwear, maybe trying some on and she would catch me red handed. She used to let me watch her house and the dogs so I had the keys. She would threaten to tell all my friends and the neighbors about it and I needed to be taught a lesson. The lesson was to become a girl from head to toe, I even used to imagine her taking me to the beauty parlor to get my hair and makeup done! Your audio was so close I couldn’t believe it, I never thought anyone would have the same fantasy.

Ron writes:
This is the first time I’ve ever told anyone about this. My fantasy involves being embarrassed and humiliated until it becomes so intense I become overwhelmed and have an orgasm. I am being told what to to by a woman I know who makes me dress up as a girl. Usually in a store or in front of people. The more degrading and embarrassing the more excited I get. I have no choice but to do this and everyone knows it. The climax is when I’m taken to a beauty salon to be transformed and feminized completely. The strangest part of this for me is that there’s really nothing sexual about it. No one is naked, it doesn’t matter that much what the salesgirls and the others look like, and no one even touches me. Its a complete mindfuck and its caused me incredible confusion and distress over the years. It has affected every aspect of my life and I even had a loaded gun to my head at one time.
Thank you for listening.

Ron mentions that this has caused him problems in all areas of his life which include relationships, love, and sex. To me his fetish is really not that unusual and more or less harmless, but to him its a very serious problem and has even led to a suicide attempt.

What comes to mind is the one bit of psychology I’ve found to be realistic and true, although far from easy : “For the only therapy is life. The patient must learn to live, to live with his split, his conflict, his ambivalence, which no therapy can take away, for if it could, it would take away with it the actual spring of life.”  Otto Rank